~ * aCRAZYlittleTHINGcalledLOVE * ~

Saturday, March 24, 2007

just came back home not long ago.
woke up in the noon today.
yawnzzz. i'm tired luh.
watched tv.
listen to music.
promised to meet bro 6pm at vivo.
then he called at 4plus.
asked to meet at 5pm instead.
went to pack my stuff.
took my dinner and i went out.
skipped lunch again today. :/
hmm.. i was late luh.
hey bro. sorry to make you wait(:
did nothing much today.
cos of the time constrain.
accompany tian hui hawker to eat.
GUESS WHAT? met BING ZHONG! (:
teehee(:
he was on his way to work.
after that, we headed to macs.
sat down and chat.
took a few random pics. (:
then headed home.
wasn't in a very good mood today.
and i was pretty tired too.
but never mind.
it will be a better day tomorrow. ((:

i can't wait for next sat to come!!
BBQ GATHERING with the HD peeps.
i guess it's gonna be SO FUN luh! ((:
meeting up with CHERYL and VAN to discuss next tues.
i hope everything will go well.
wheeeesss~
i miss all you guys!
especially faizal cheryl edwin jasmin wanping and so on.... (:
one more week to go! YIPPY*
oh ya. if you guys are reading this.
the bbq pit number is 45! please take note. ((:
cheryl says there are buses from interchange to there.

day out with baby tomorrow! =DD
i can't wait.
i miss you darling.
i know you are busy at work.
i understand. (:
but i just miss you a lot.

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
8:51 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

:: bless the broken heart ::

I set out on a narrow way many years ago

Hoping I would find true love along the broken road

But I got lost a time or two

Wiped my brow and kept pushing through

I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are

Others who broke my heart

They were like northern stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through

I'd like to have the time

I lost and give it back to you

But you just smile and take my hand

You've been there you understand

It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are

Others who broke my heart

They were like northern stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
5:35 PM

:: the rose ::

Some say love it is a river

That drowns the tender reed.

Some say love it is a razor.

That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger.

An endless, aching need.

I say love it is a flower.

And you it's only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking.

That never learns to dance.

It's the dream afraid of waking.

That never takes the chance.

It's the one who won't be taken.

Who cannot seem to give.

And the soul afraid of dying.

That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely.

And the road has been too long.

And you think that love is only.

For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter.

Far beneath the bitter snow.

Lies the seed that with the sun's love.

In the spring, becomes the rose.

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
5:26 PM

just gonna slack at home today.
won't be out today.
i'm gonna be a good girl.
so today's gonna be a whole day of surfing the net.
chatting on msn.
watching of tv. SLACKING. =X
hmm.. no la. gonna help mummy do housework also lor.
didn't had my lunch today. :/
so i'm SUPER HUNGRY now!
can't wait for dinner..
*yummy*
supposed to meet beii at tiong today.
also supposed to be meeting tian hui for dinner.
but all cancelled.
cos i cannot makie it! sad-ed. :(

i miss you badly, baby.
i probably can't live without you by my side. <33

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
5:04 PM

stupid derek. pig!
in the end didn't even turn up.
cheat my feelings.
called him.
still tell me "ya. should be going."
in the end never see a single soul.
bathe already then went to sleep.
eeeeyyeerrr..
he must make it up someday! >.<
and they ps their brother ah wee..
ke lian.
luckily got shawn there.
at least someone to accompany him.
what brothers la. =X
but we still had fun! bleahs. xP

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
5:34 AM

i woke up pretty early today.
i think around 10 plus 11..
had to go over to darling's house.
i showered.
and left home.
didn't had lunch today. =X
stayed at darling's house till 4plus 5 i think.
and i went back home.
he left to meet his friend for job interview.

*mixed feelings*
shall not elaborate.

reached home. had my dinner.
watched tv.
after that wanted to go rest.
then TIAN HUI called.
so i went to meet him at BM MAC.
we were both late. teehee(:
so coincident.
we met ANDREW there. (:
we started talking and stuffs.
andrew and tian hui was super funny! =D
made me laugh non-stop. :/
with all the *claps* and *aiseh* by andrew.
and tian hui imitating him.
AHHAHAS!
then, me and bro headed to vivo to meet DARLING. (:
took a few pictures while waiting for darling. *nice*
then headed to starbucks coffee.
darling applied for job there.
after that, tian hui left for work.

me and baby took a bus to his area.
headed to the top of the multi storey carpark.
and we sat there.
heart felt talk:)
it was great.
i felt much better after talking.
baby i know you will be reading this.
so just wanna tell you that i really love you! <33
and whatever that happened.
it's over.
there's no need for a sorry.
cos i didn't blame you.
it was not entirely your fault too.
no matter what, i still love you:)

and then HOME! :)
ZZZzzzzzZZZZ

it feels pretty different this time.
i feel it.
i know it will be different.
i know what kennedy said will not be true.
kennedy was so harsh on his words that day.
i was pretty hurt.
but i know partly it was my fault:(
never mind.
we're still friends, aren't we?
i hope so.

shall blog till here.
i'm tired. it's so late already!
baby's sure gonna kill me if he sees this.
and i'm sure he will read. =X
sorry baby. i know i break my promise.
was just so addicted to the lappy. =X

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
4:39 AM

didn't blog yesterday about the sentosa trip.
cos i was pretty tired when i reached home.
i shall blog about it now.
supposed to meet up with the peeps at 10am.
but many were LATE.
predicted! xD
especially the three musketeers.
referring to des derek wee.
met jean nico and shan at the mrt station.
met shawn halfway through.
then went to mac to eat while waiting for the rest.
dan joined us later.
after eating, we decided to drop by HD.
saw CHARMAINE WANPING & YIN QIAN, the cute one.
also one new staff which i don't know.
ying hua and wee came at around 12pm.

and we headed to SENTOSA.
took the SKYTRAIN thingy to beach station.
walked to PALAWAN BEACH.
played volleyball for a while.
decided to walk to the area where there is vball court.
then we realised that it cannot be used.
NOTICE hung there! raahhhsss.
decided to take a tram to SILOSO BEACH.
found a spot near this huge rock.
placed our stuffs down and played vball.
found a court at a pretty nice spot.
it was FUN!!! =DD teehee(:
shawn was my BEST PARTNER luh.
we played so WELL together..
and that stupid guy go change to the other team. :(
but our team still won! =DD
my team mates were nico shan and jean.
jeanette and wee was SUPER CUTE! hahas. xDD
suddenly it was drizzling. and the rain got heavier.
we went into the shelter.
shan misplaced her specs.
few of them went out in the rain to help her find.
and she found it. and of course, they all got wet!
we were stucked there for quite long.
when the rain stopped, nico went to look for her friend at palawan.
ying hua go meet boyfriend.
left with me shan jeanette dan wee shawn.
we decided to go shower.
cos our DEAREST JEANETTE said she was hungry. xD

we took a tram to beach station.
and took the train thingy back to vivo.
BEN AND JERRY'S! teehee(:
wee didn't want to go to HD.
so decided to have ben and jerry's instead. (:
wanted to have this MERLIONSTER thingy.
but decided to change to something else since wee bought his own.
me jean and shawn decided to share the MIX & MATCH thing.
i can't remember the flavours.
but i think shawn had the one with marshmallow.
jean had chocolate brownie don't know what.
i had mint chocolate. loves*
*YUMMY*
we had our fill! teehee(:
wee was very CUTE!
he eat ice cream like little kid. hahas. xD

after that, dan and shan went off earlier.
was left with me jean wee shawn.
shawn actually wanted to go off to meet his mum.
but i made him stay. ahhahas! xD
but i felt so sorry.
cos we did nothing much actually.
we headed to SHIH LIN cos jean was still hungry! -.-
there was a promotion.
any 3 item add up to only 9 bucks.
so we each took one.
me and jean had the crispy chicken.
shawn had oyster mee sua.
*yummy*
wee was actually sleeping luh. -.-
the chilli powder was DAMN SPICY!
i forced shawn to help me finish up mine! xD
he ate some of jeanette's too.
we shared a drink cos it was too spicy.
after eating, we headed to the top level of vivo.
we were right at the top of HD.
and shawn saw his sister.
he called her and we were all staring at her..
but she didn't realised.
she walked one round out and back in to the shop.
it was so fuuny!
then finally she saw us. xD
me and jean shouted for XIN LI and MILTON.
we were bored luh. :/
then we walked to the far far end.
decided to stay put there while waiting for des to come.
we all sat down.
i decided to lie down.
and they followed. hahas. =D
on my left was shawn and my right was jean.
then wee was beside jean.
the four of us lied there.
we stared into the sky looking at clouds.
it was rather boring.
played MUSIC! it was pretty loud. =X
but i did fell asleep.
shawn also. hahas. xD
that stupid des took AGES to come! >.<
we waited till 9plus and wee decided to leave.
halfway through des said he reach already.
so we went to meet him.
shawn went home.
and the four of us headed to interchange.
jeanette took 188 home.
des and wee accompanied me while waiting for their bus.
my bus came.
and off they went to charmaine's house.
that marks my day! =D
i enjoyed myself.
thanks to all who turned up! (:

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:48 AM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

just a little bored.
so a short post.
woke up pretty late today.
in the noon.
i'm tired. :(
going to meet shan later.
she's rebonding her hair now.
aww... i wanna rebond too! :(
probably heading to mac later.
gotta get my water bottle and bag from her.
SENTOSA tomorrow! wheeeesss~

i'm heading to baby's house soon.
he's not working today.
i'm so glad that i get to see him today.
i'm gonna go shower soon.
blog again tonight.
TATA! <33

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
1:25 PM

as usual i overslept today. :/
supposed to meet shan at 2pm.
changed to 3plus instead.
i was so darn freaking tired.
i didn't sleep the whole night.
stayed up till 6am.
i think i will fall sick soon.
brought my little sis downstairs to wait for school bus.
had my breakfast.
home-ed.
lied down.
listen music.
and i fell asleep.
in the end, i overslept.
rushed to toilet.
showered.
packed my stuffs.
off i went!

missed a bus.
waited for the second one to come.
single deck. sad-ed. :(
shan board the bus from the stop opposite mac.
and we headed to the HD office at princep street.
we were so nervous.
saw a group of ppl there.
wondered have they worked in HD before.
but i doubt so.
there was this lady called lili.
she's a pretty nice person.
very friendly.
we talked about so many things.
met EDWIN today! =DD elated*
i miss all the fun we used to had! :(
we talked about those times when we used to work together.
so fun! =DD
he's still the same.
he and his KUKU hairstyle. HAHAS! xD
now even shorter! xDD
but he's still a nice guy. =DD
and he promised to come for bbq gathering.
i invited lili too! =D
it's gonna be fun.

after that, towned with shan.
cineleisure.
dined at yoshinoya. yummy*
headed upstairs to walk around.
saw this top that i really like.
but i can't spend. :(
gotta save up.
wait till next pay! teehee:)
i'm gonna buy it! =D
next was heeren.
nothing much to buy.
i just wanted to get rubber bands.
cos i misplaced all of them. :/
i bought rubber bands.
a gold belt. hearts. <3
nail art stuff. pretty*
walked around heeren.
flash and splash. my fav*
addidas.
wanted to rushed to catch the last episode of hua yang. :)
so went home at 6 plus.
home-ed.

that marks my day.
i love hanging out with shan! =D
meet up sometime SOON.

i can't wait for WED to come!!
so EXCITED about it.
SENTOSA with friends~
me.shan.yinghua.jeanette.dan.shawn.nico.derek.des.wee.rhem.jhayehm.glenna
a whole hell lot of people!
it's gonna be so fun!! =DD
shall blog about my day on wed night. hearts. <33

bye for now. TATA! =D

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
4:01 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007

it's been a very short 3 days.
but it seems like so long.
in the beginning i thought my feelings faded.
but i realised it didn't. 5 months..
:: 2OCT2006 ::
it was the first day we met. :)
i've never forget.
everything that we have gone through.
i've never forget a single thing.

i actually remembered the last time we met.
i'm sorry i lied that i forgot.
cos i don't want to be reminded of the unhappy past.
i remembered. that night. pool at bugis.
unhappy things happened.
i felt unhappy.
but of course i said i was fine.
i didn't want to put you in a difficult spot since they were your friends. :)
but whatever it is, it's over.
i may still think of it and feel sad.
but it's okay:)

although it was tough for me in the beginning.
i pulled it through.
my love for you was the source of energy.
there were happy moments.
and of course, unhappy moments.
but they caused me to be stronger.
i struggled with lots of decision.
but in the end, it was still YOU.
i guess this is fate.
after going through so much.
we're back to where we started.

:: 16MAR2007 ::
now, it's the perfect start for both of us.
you play an important part in my life.
i can never live without you by my side.
i will love and cherish you.
and i will never leave your side.
even when the whole world turn against you, i will still be here.
when your hope is gone, i'm near.
i will be there when you need me.
i may not be the perfect girl out there.
but i will give you my very best.
i know you will do the same.
BABY, I LOVE YOU! <33

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:55 AM

today wasn't a really bad day.
but... sigh.. im still sad. :'(

woke up pretty early.
woke up at 11plus..
for me it's early.
cos i usually wake up in the noon. xD
wash up. headed downstairs for lunch.
PRAWN NOODLES.
then went home.
watch tv. listen music.
mummy came home from work.
mummy cooked dinner with daddy.
watched POSEIDON again while waiting for dinner.
it's a GREAT show! =DD
had dinner at the dining table. [a rare chance:)]
then watch tv again.
the renci charity show.
but it wasn't very nice.
i just wanted to watch mayday perform the song *ANGEL*

decided to watch *THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA* instead.
such a nice love story..
the singers were FANTASTIC! =DD
simply LOVE the show! <33
don't mind watching it again.
full of excitement~
the endind was pretty good.
hahas. NICE ENDING! :))

at around 10 plus, baby msg me..
he was at my house downstairs.
wheeeesss~
i was so glad that he was here.
i was so SURPRISED to see tian hui.
but i guess it was a good idea.
i'm so glad everything's the same.
i hope he's not angry anymore. :))
we headed to the market.
they had their dinner and dessert.
then after that, to the playground.
three of us sat there.
oh i should say i was the only one who sat.
they lied down.
they talked about work.
then tian hui went off.

just ME and YOU. <33
we hardly have time to spend with one another.
so i really treasured the time we had just now. :))
[*thanks bro for giving us some time alone! =D]
we chat. ran round the playground.
like some mischievious kids who refused to go home.
you shouted. i screamed.
made so much noise..
wonder if we disturbed the neighbourhood. hope not! :(
REVIVED CHILDHOOD~ teehee:)
it was so fun. just me and you.
i was all perspiring after that.
all your chasing and everything! :(
but i hope you enjoyed as much as i did.. :))
i'm sorry. i wished i could accompany you longer.
i don't wanna betray the trust my mummy have in me.
i know you'll understand.
i guess you know the reason why i shed those tears.
i really couldn't bear to see you leave.
i know it wasn't easy for us to meet up.
so i really tried to enjoy as much as i can.
i'm sorry i spoilt your mood.
really sorry.

baby.. just wanna let you know that i love you! <33
thanks for making my day a wonderful one.
miss you loads. muackss*

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:25 AM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

it was a great day i supposed.
went out with my family today.
mummy suggested to go bukit timah for dinner. -.-
mummy.daddy.me.vincent.grandma
bused to bukit timah.
we took 961. the journey wasn't very long though.
but we waited quite some time for the bus to come.
and it was so darn HOT!
i was perspiring. make-up off..
raahhhhsss! :(

joked with mummy on the bus.
muahahahas! so funny.
there was this weird loking man.
me and mummy kept laughing at him. xD
hohoho! so bad of us. but it was seriously very funny.
we talked about other jokes.
like the lorry being STUCKED in the middle of the road.
by two rolls of mattress! isn't this funny?
ohhhh.. and bags of onions fell out of a van.
when the driver was driving on the road.. hahas.
my mum SAW IT! xD loads of funny joke.

after that, we got down the bus and walked a short distance.
there we were at he hawker center.
there were nothing special.
it was featured on tv.
only the fish soup stall had super long queues.
oh ya, and also one dessert stall.
i wonder why???
but we didn't want to queue.
it was too long.

after dinner, daddy suggested to go VIVO!
hahas. so we took 61 to vivo..
shopped at GIANT.
mummy & daddy's favourite! xDD
dunno why they love it there.
they never get tired of going there. hahas.
bought quite a lot of things.
took mummy to HD and have a look.
FULLY PACKED!
no doubt, it's a SATURDAY! =DD
saw derek, the cute one and milton. :)
chat a little with them and rushed off.
manager SPOTTED me! raahhhsss.
didn't got a chance to talk to rhem jm glenna wee.
they were all too busy.
i didn't see des. maybe there were too many ppl.

went downstairs.
all of us sat down by the sea.
it was so warm again.
and i was so hungry. *almost fainting*
i could even eat a tiger! xD
oh no. just kidding. but just very hungry.
later headed to SEAH IM FOOD CENTRE.
ate char kway teow.
it was almost 11 so nothing much left.
then decided to eat that.
whole family ate that.
after eating, we waited for 855.
HOME SWEET HOME~

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:28 AM

Friday, March 16, 2007

i'm missing you even more now.
16MAR2007 <33
our love story started.....
and it will go on.....
till forever.......

did nothing much today.
woke up pretty late.
last night chatted with him till 6am in the morning.
yawnnzzz.. so tired.
he's at work now..
hurs. i miss him.. :(

gonna head to jurong east with mummy later.
she gotta go there to buy some ingredients for her business.
man.. all the way ther to buy that bottle of dunno what.
never mind. it's bored staying at home too.
but i'll miss my HUA YANG.. :(

gotta go shower now! wheeess~
BYE! ((:

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
6:15 PM

just an update of what have been happening in my life. ((:
so many things have happened ever since i entered HD..
EDWIN went to the office to work.
CHERYL resigned to look for another job.
CHRIS transferred to holland village.
PEISHI resigned cos she's graduating from uni.
all the assistant managers left.
new managers came to take over.
so many old staffs resigned.
some got sacked.
and loads of new staffs joined HD.

it used to be a fun place to work in!
i remembered how nice the ppl were when i first entered.
but now, most of them resigned.
i miss EDWIN and CHERYL!
apart from all the hitting and pinching i get from them.
hahas. they were actually very friendly. ((:
miss working with dan and shawn too.
together with rhem jhayehm and glenna. the philippino girls.
they were such nice ppl..
me and weishan just resigned.
tired of working already. ):
but i will really miss all of them.

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
6:05 PM

someone asked me this 2 questions.
1) what is LOVE?
2) what is COMMITMENT to love?

have you ever thought about it?
honestly, it had never went through my mind.
so, it kept me thinking all through the night.
i wondered what is love to me?
did i really experience love?
hmm.. i wasn't able to answer these questions.
i guess the reason behind is that..
i had never experienced real love.
each and everyone would have different answers to these questions.
mainly because we experience different things.
i guess only people who had experience real love would be able to answer.
this is just my guess.
but of course, it may not be true.

this is just something everyone can think about. :))

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
4:45 AM

my new blog.
something cropped up with my previous blog.
so changed to a new one.
i like this new layout of the blogskin and stuff.
its pretty much different from the previous one.
the previous one was much more colourful.
the current one is much simple with lesser colours.
i love the vintage feel. the elegance.
i simply love it! =D
*THUMBS UP*

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:15 AM

this is probably our love.
our love story starts from this moment.
i will always be there for you.
never will i leave your side.
thanks for your never ceasing love for me!
i'm touched. :))
i wanna thank you for all that you've done.
this is probably a new chapter in our life.
i will love and cherish you.
baby, i love you! <33

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
2:55 AM