~ * aCRAZYlittleTHINGcalledLOVE * ~

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

didn't have much to blog about recently.
and i'm getting rather lazy to blog too.
today was bored.
had to stay home to take care of younger sis.
woke up pretty late.
like 1pm.
went downstairs to pick sister back from school.
bought lunh and home-ed.
slack. watch tv.
auntie came over to my house.
talk about many things.
surf the net.
BOREDOM.
played the piano.
then mummy came home.
had dinner at around 5 plus.
watch tv again.

then talked to shawn on the phone.
actually didn't talk much.
he was in quite a bad mood.
siggghhh.
i don't know what to say about it.
and i won't reveal anything also luh.
just some relationship problems.
i also don't know how to help him.
but i really understand how he feels.
cos i've been through it.
whatever it is, don't be too sad okay:)
i'm sure everything will be fine.
although i think it's silly doing all that.
but for the one you love.
you are willing to do anything.
so i totally understand.
cheer up dude! :)

enjoyed the conversation with him:)
after that, went to watch date with a vampire 3.
watched it before.
but it's nice so decided to watch again.
teehee:)
now, i'm watching and blogging at the same time.
ahhahas!
gotta end here.
i'm gonna catch my show!
bye people! =D

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
12:14 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

i am still feeling lost.
everything seems to be out of my way.
i don't know how to go on.
i know i can't give up at this point of time.
i'm trying to be strong.

umm.. i need to find the motivation to keep on going.
i need to work harder on sales.
i need to be able to catch the tactics to preach to customers.
i've still got loads to learn about.
no matter how hard it's gonna be.
i will keep on trying.
i think what andy said really made sense to me.
i think we need to put in more effort.
hopefully things will turn out better.

i'm worried about so many things luh.
troubled about this and that.
and i don't know how long more all this is gonna torture me.
sometimes i just feel so useless.
and is willie who made me feel that i'm not useless.
he always filled me with hopes.
and i know i have to persevere.

i just feel so empty in me.
i don't feel your care and concern anymore:(
you were not like before.
it made me stop and think..
do i really stand a place in your heart??
siggggghhhh..
i really don't know.
when i'm in my worst times, you were not here.
i wanna be there for you.
when you are faced with problems.
yet you drew away from me.
i don't even know what you have been doing.
your whereabouts. and everything.
friends asked me but i don't even know how to answer.
i'm clueless about everything.

siggghhh.
i will just keep myself occupied with work.
and not think of all that anymore.
gotta work hard tomorrow.
it will be a brand new day:)
jia you jia you!!
sales sales sales sales sales!! =DD
going to my lala land now.
bye people!!
goodnight~

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:02 AM

Friday, April 13, 2007

things haven't been going my way.
i'm feeling so lost.
i don't know where i'm heading to.
siiiigggghhhh..
what should i do?
i'm so troubled.

kor.. thanks so much for being here! :)
i'm so glad you are here.
if it wasn't for you..
i don't know who i should look for already.
i know no matter what problems i'm faced with.
you will always be here to provide a solution.
or otherwise, here to cheer me up. :)
thanks a million!!! <33

last night i went to meet shawn.
it's pretty nice chatting with him:)
it's been soooo long since we last chatted.
he wasn't in a very good mood due to some reasons.
met him at my house downstairs.
most of the time was chatting about my stuffs.
school. relationship. friends. and some others.
i really enjoyed the conversations.
thanks for dropping by shawn:)
at least i get to let out all my problems and frustrations.

gotta go out to look for job with jolin soon.
shall blog soon:)
BYE PEEPS!!

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:48 PM

Monday, April 9, 2007

just helped my dearest kor create his blog skin.
hope he likes it.
teehee:)
cos i think it's pretty nice.
LOVED. <33

gotta go.
have to go call him now.
bye!!! =D

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:58 AM

i miss you darling.
this few days have been so tough for me. :(
trying hard not to think about you at work.
but i just can't seem to get you off my mind.
maybe i wasn't understanding enough.
but what i want from you is simple.
i'm not asking for a lot.
i hope you understand how i feel.
and those things that i said to you.
i forgive you.
i accept your apology.
i hope things will work out between us.
i just hope there will be a change.
i really wished...

just wanna tell you that i love you!
i love you a lot.
you are my one and only.
no one else can ever replace you in my heart.

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:44 AM

i had such a bad day luh.
no sales at all. :(
i totally wasn't in the mood to work.
i was FREAKING tired.
i don't know why.
just didn't have the energy to work.
sssssiiiigggghhhhh.....
hate it.

although it was such a bad day.
but some cute and funny guy brightened up my spirit.
he was selling some perfume.
the way he approached customers was SOOOOO funny.
so we just kept imitating him, laughing and all that.
but it still didn't stop me from feeling tired.

after work, ate a piece of pancake.
that was like my dinner for the day.
ever since i started working, i haven't had a proper meal.
don't know why.
but just kept eating bread.
HAHAHAHAS!
so addicted to bread from breadtalk.
i'm like eating it everyday. :/
also to bubble tea.
the bubble tea from the stall at parkway was so tasty.
teehee:)

bused home from parkway.
missed 197.
and then came 196.
was so happy. hahas.
cos i was so tired.
i really didn't feel like waiting for the bus.
and it came! =D
umm.. it was a rather long journey.
i yawned so many times.
i was so freaking tired.
but when i reached home, i didn't went to bed.
i couldn't sleep.
showered. watch tv.

willie kor called.
whenever he calls, i'm happy.
teehee:)
no matter what we talk about.
he ends up cheering me up.
hahas.
talking to him makes me feel happy.
probably he's one funny guy.
he's my CLOWN.
i always enjoy talking to him:)
he's always the one cheering me up when i'm sad.
and i'm always the one who makes him worry.
sometimes don't even know how to cheer him up.
but one thing i know...
is that he will always be here when i need someone.
whenever i'm sad, he's there to talk to me.
cheer me up.
give me advices.
and i'm glad to have you in my life:)
thanks for everything! <33

that was the end of my day.
i guess it will be better tomorrow!
bye for now. ((:

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:25 AM

Sunday, April 8, 2007

hey people!
sorry for not updating.
been busy at work lately..
trying to get at least one sales.
sad luh. :(
haven't got any sales this month.
but got a few potential customer.
hopefully they will call me as soon as possible.
gotta work extra hard this month.
and get as many sales as possible.
and earn more money!! =D
umm.. recently, haven't been out on any special events.
mainly just working..
must start getting more numbers from customers!
whahahas. xDD

yesterday road show was pretty fun.
PARKWAY PARADE.
got one customer's number.
a few others said they will call..
SO.......
hopefully they will call back luh..
if not no sales..
met new collegue, PRISCILLA.
hope i didn't spell her name wrongly.
coincidently, her friend was my sis's primary school friend.
WHAT A SMALL WORLD. (:
umm.. there were some events there.
cute guys selling perfume.
hahas. it was a new brand.
it has a pretty nice scent:)
umm.. not bad...
15 bucks was quite worth it.
but however, me and jolin didn't buy it.
sort of trying not to spend so much lor..
it was quite a fun day for me.

JOLIN GIRL..
don't think too much about it okay.
i believe everything will turn out well.
being sensitive about that is natural.
but as you know his character, he might be over friendly.
so try to understand lor..
i'm sure he will know how you feel.
CHEER UP! =D
i'm always here for you.
just a call away:)

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
12:33 AM