i am still feeling lost.
everything seems to be out of my way.
i don't know how to go on.
i know i can't give up at this point of time.
i'm trying to be strong.

umm.. i need to find the motivation to keep on going.
i need to work harder on sales.
i need to be able to catch the tactics to preach to customers.
i've still got loads to learn about.
no matter how hard it's gonna be.
i will keep on trying.
i think what andy said really made sense to me.
i think we need to put in more effort.
hopefully things will turn out better.

i'm worried about so many things luh.
troubled about this and that.
and i don't know how long more all this is gonna torture me.
sometimes i just feel so useless.
and is willie who made me feel that i'm not useless.
he always filled me with hopes.
and i know i have to persevere.

i just feel so empty in me.
i don't feel your care and concern anymore:(
you were not like before.
it made me stop and think..
do i really stand a place in your heart??
siggggghhhh..
i really don't know.
when i'm in my worst times, you were not here.
i wanna be there for you.
when you are faced with problems.
yet you drew away from me.
i don't even know what you have been doing.
your whereabouts. and everything.
friends asked me but i don't even know how to answer.
i'm clueless about everything.

siggghhh.
i will just keep myself occupied with work.
and not think of all that anymore.
gotta work hard tomorrow.
it will be a brand new day:)
jia you jia you!!
sales sales sales sales sales!! =DD
going to my lala land now.
bye people!!
goodnight~