~ * aCRAZYlittleTHINGcalledLOVE * ~

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

didn't have much to blog about recently.
and i'm getting rather lazy to blog too.
today was bored.
had to stay home to take care of younger sis.
woke up pretty late.
like 1pm.
went downstairs to pick sister back from school.
bought lunh and home-ed.
slack. watch tv.
auntie came over to my house.
talk about many things.
surf the net.
BOREDOM.
played the piano.
then mummy came home.
had dinner at around 5 plus.
watch tv again.

then talked to shawn on the phone.
actually didn't talk much.
he was in quite a bad mood.
siggghhh.
i don't know what to say about it.
and i won't reveal anything also luh.
just some relationship problems.
i also don't know how to help him.
but i really understand how he feels.
cos i've been through it.
whatever it is, don't be too sad okay:)
i'm sure everything will be fine.
although i think it's silly doing all that.
but for the one you love.
you are willing to do anything.
so i totally understand.
cheer up dude! :)

enjoyed the conversation with him:)
after that, went to watch date with a vampire 3.
watched it before.
but it's nice so decided to watch again.
teehee:)
now, i'm watching and blogging at the same time.
ahhahas!
gotta end here.
i'm gonna catch my show!
bye people! =D

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
12:14 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

i am still feeling lost.
everything seems to be out of my way.
i don't know how to go on.
i know i can't give up at this point of time.
i'm trying to be strong.

umm.. i need to find the motivation to keep on going.
i need to work harder on sales.
i need to be able to catch the tactics to preach to customers.
i've still got loads to learn about.
no matter how hard it's gonna be.
i will keep on trying.
i think what andy said really made sense to me.
i think we need to put in more effort.
hopefully things will turn out better.

i'm worried about so many things luh.
troubled about this and that.
and i don't know how long more all this is gonna torture me.
sometimes i just feel so useless.
and is willie who made me feel that i'm not useless.
he always filled me with hopes.
and i know i have to persevere.

i just feel so empty in me.
i don't feel your care and concern anymore:(
you were not like before.
it made me stop and think..
do i really stand a place in your heart??
siggggghhhh..
i really don't know.
when i'm in my worst times, you were not here.
i wanna be there for you.
when you are faced with problems.
yet you drew away from me.
i don't even know what you have been doing.
your whereabouts. and everything.
friends asked me but i don't even know how to answer.
i'm clueless about everything.

siggghhh.
i will just keep myself occupied with work.
and not think of all that anymore.
gotta work hard tomorrow.
it will be a brand new day:)
jia you jia you!!
sales sales sales sales sales!! =DD
going to my lala land now.
bye people!!
goodnight~

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:02 AM

Friday, April 13, 2007

things haven't been going my way.
i'm feeling so lost.
i don't know where i'm heading to.
siiiigggghhhh..
what should i do?
i'm so troubled.

kor.. thanks so much for being here! :)
i'm so glad you are here.
if it wasn't for you..
i don't know who i should look for already.
i know no matter what problems i'm faced with.
you will always be here to provide a solution.
or otherwise, here to cheer me up. :)
thanks a million!!! <33

last night i went to meet shawn.
it's pretty nice chatting with him:)
it's been soooo long since we last chatted.
he wasn't in a very good mood due to some reasons.
met him at my house downstairs.
most of the time was chatting about my stuffs.
school. relationship. friends. and some others.
i really enjoyed the conversations.
thanks for dropping by shawn:)
at least i get to let out all my problems and frustrations.

gotta go out to look for job with jolin soon.
shall blog soon:)
BYE PEEPS!!

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:48 PM

Monday, April 9, 2007

just helped my dearest kor create his blog skin.
hope he likes it.
teehee:)
cos i think it's pretty nice.
LOVED. <33

gotta go.
have to go call him now.
bye!!! =D

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:58 AM

i miss you darling.
this few days have been so tough for me. :(
trying hard not to think about you at work.
but i just can't seem to get you off my mind.
maybe i wasn't understanding enough.
but what i want from you is simple.
i'm not asking for a lot.
i hope you understand how i feel.
and those things that i said to you.
i forgive you.
i accept your apology.
i hope things will work out between us.
i just hope there will be a change.
i really wished...

just wanna tell you that i love you!
i love you a lot.
you are my one and only.
no one else can ever replace you in my heart.

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:44 AM

i had such a bad day luh.
no sales at all. :(
i totally wasn't in the mood to work.
i was FREAKING tired.
i don't know why.
just didn't have the energy to work.
sssssiiiigggghhhhh.....
hate it.

although it was such a bad day.
but some cute and funny guy brightened up my spirit.
he was selling some perfume.
the way he approached customers was SOOOOO funny.
so we just kept imitating him, laughing and all that.
but it still didn't stop me from feeling tired.

after work, ate a piece of pancake.
that was like my dinner for the day.
ever since i started working, i haven't had a proper meal.
don't know why.
but just kept eating bread.
HAHAHAHAS!
so addicted to bread from breadtalk.
i'm like eating it everyday. :/
also to bubble tea.
the bubble tea from the stall at parkway was so tasty.
teehee:)

bused home from parkway.
missed 197.
and then came 196.
was so happy. hahas.
cos i was so tired.
i really didn't feel like waiting for the bus.
and it came! =D
umm.. it was a rather long journey.
i yawned so many times.
i was so freaking tired.
but when i reached home, i didn't went to bed.
i couldn't sleep.
showered. watch tv.

willie kor called.
whenever he calls, i'm happy.
teehee:)
no matter what we talk about.
he ends up cheering me up.
hahas.
talking to him makes me feel happy.
probably he's one funny guy.
he's my CLOWN.
i always enjoy talking to him:)
he's always the one cheering me up when i'm sad.
and i'm always the one who makes him worry.
sometimes don't even know how to cheer him up.
but one thing i know...
is that he will always be here when i need someone.
whenever i'm sad, he's there to talk to me.
cheer me up.
give me advices.
and i'm glad to have you in my life:)
thanks for everything! <33

that was the end of my day.
i guess it will be better tomorrow!
bye for now. ((:

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:25 AM

Sunday, April 8, 2007

hey people!
sorry for not updating.
been busy at work lately..
trying to get at least one sales.
sad luh. :(
haven't got any sales this month.
but got a few potential customer.
hopefully they will call me as soon as possible.
gotta work extra hard this month.
and get as many sales as possible.
and earn more money!! =D
umm.. recently, haven't been out on any special events.
mainly just working..
must start getting more numbers from customers!
whahahas. xDD

yesterday road show was pretty fun.
PARKWAY PARADE.
got one customer's number.
a few others said they will call..
SO.......
hopefully they will call back luh..
if not no sales..
met new collegue, PRISCILLA.
hope i didn't spell her name wrongly.
coincidently, her friend was my sis's primary school friend.
WHAT A SMALL WORLD. (:
umm.. there were some events there.
cute guys selling perfume.
hahas. it was a new brand.
it has a pretty nice scent:)
umm.. not bad...
15 bucks was quite worth it.
but however, me and jolin didn't buy it.
sort of trying not to spend so much lor..
it was quite a fun day for me.

JOLIN GIRL..
don't think too much about it okay.
i believe everything will turn out well.
being sensitive about that is natural.
but as you know his character, he might be over friendly.
so try to understand lor..
i'm sure he will know how you feel.
CHEER UP! =D
i'm always here for you.
just a call away:)

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
12:33 AM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

just came back home not long ago.
woke up in the noon today.
yawnzzz. i'm tired luh.
watched tv.
listen to music.
promised to meet bro 6pm at vivo.
then he called at 4plus.
asked to meet at 5pm instead.
went to pack my stuff.
took my dinner and i went out.
skipped lunch again today. :/
hmm.. i was late luh.
hey bro. sorry to make you wait(:
did nothing much today.
cos of the time constrain.
accompany tian hui hawker to eat.
GUESS WHAT? met BING ZHONG! (:
teehee(:
he was on his way to work.
after that, we headed to macs.
sat down and chat.
took a few random pics. (:
then headed home.
wasn't in a very good mood today.
and i was pretty tired too.
but never mind.
it will be a better day tomorrow. ((:

i can't wait for next sat to come!!
BBQ GATHERING with the HD peeps.
i guess it's gonna be SO FUN luh! ((:
meeting up with CHERYL and VAN to discuss next tues.
i hope everything will go well.
wheeeesss~
i miss all you guys!
especially faizal cheryl edwin jasmin wanping and so on.... (:
one more week to go! YIPPY*
oh ya. if you guys are reading this.
the bbq pit number is 45! please take note. ((:
cheryl says there are buses from interchange to there.

day out with baby tomorrow! =DD
i can't wait.
i miss you darling.
i know you are busy at work.
i understand. (:
but i just miss you a lot.

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
8:51 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

:: bless the broken heart ::

I set out on a narrow way many years ago

Hoping I would find true love along the broken road

But I got lost a time or two

Wiped my brow and kept pushing through

I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are

Others who broke my heart

They were like northern stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through

I'd like to have the time

I lost and give it back to you

But you just smile and take my hand

You've been there you understand

It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are

Others who broke my heart

They were like northern stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
5:35 PM

:: the rose ::

Some say love it is a river

That drowns the tender reed.

Some say love it is a razor.

That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger.

An endless, aching need.

I say love it is a flower.

And you it's only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking.

That never learns to dance.

It's the dream afraid of waking.

That never takes the chance.

It's the one who won't be taken.

Who cannot seem to give.

And the soul afraid of dying.

That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely.

And the road has been too long.

And you think that love is only.

For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter.

Far beneath the bitter snow.

Lies the seed that with the sun's love.

In the spring, becomes the rose.

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
5:26 PM

just gonna slack at home today.
won't be out today.
i'm gonna be a good girl.
so today's gonna be a whole day of surfing the net.
chatting on msn.
watching of tv. SLACKING. =X
hmm.. no la. gonna help mummy do housework also lor.
didn't had my lunch today. :/
so i'm SUPER HUNGRY now!
can't wait for dinner..
*yummy*
supposed to meet beii at tiong today.
also supposed to be meeting tian hui for dinner.
but all cancelled.
cos i cannot makie it! sad-ed. :(

i miss you badly, baby.
i probably can't live without you by my side. <33

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
5:04 PM

stupid derek. pig!
in the end didn't even turn up.
cheat my feelings.
called him.
still tell me "ya. should be going."
in the end never see a single soul.
bathe already then went to sleep.
eeeeyyeerrr..
he must make it up someday! >.<
and they ps their brother ah wee..
ke lian.
luckily got shawn there.
at least someone to accompany him.
what brothers la. =X
but we still had fun! bleahs. xP

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
5:34 AM

i woke up pretty early today.
i think around 10 plus 11..
had to go over to darling's house.
i showered.
and left home.
didn't had lunch today. =X
stayed at darling's house till 4plus 5 i think.
and i went back home.
he left to meet his friend for job interview.

*mixed feelings*
shall not elaborate.

reached home. had my dinner.
watched tv.
after that wanted to go rest.
then TIAN HUI called.
so i went to meet him at BM MAC.
we were both late. teehee(:
so coincident.
we met ANDREW there. (:
we started talking and stuffs.
andrew and tian hui was super funny! =D
made me laugh non-stop. :/
with all the *claps* and *aiseh* by andrew.
and tian hui imitating him.
AHHAHAS!
then, me and bro headed to vivo to meet DARLING. (:
took a few pictures while waiting for darling. *nice*
then headed to starbucks coffee.
darling applied for job there.
after that, tian hui left for work.

me and baby took a bus to his area.
headed to the top of the multi storey carpark.
and we sat there.
heart felt talk:)
it was great.
i felt much better after talking.
baby i know you will be reading this.
so just wanna tell you that i really love you! <33
and whatever that happened.
it's over.
there's no need for a sorry.
cos i didn't blame you.
it was not entirely your fault too.
no matter what, i still love you:)

and then HOME! :)
ZZZzzzzzZZZZ

it feels pretty different this time.
i feel it.
i know it will be different.
i know what kennedy said will not be true.
kennedy was so harsh on his words that day.
i was pretty hurt.
but i know partly it was my fault:(
never mind.
we're still friends, aren't we?
i hope so.

shall blog till here.
i'm tired. it's so late already!
baby's sure gonna kill me if he sees this.
and i'm sure he will read. =X
sorry baby. i know i break my promise.
was just so addicted to the lappy. =X

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
4:39 AM

didn't blog yesterday about the sentosa trip.
cos i was pretty tired when i reached home.
i shall blog about it now.
supposed to meet up with the peeps at 10am.
but many were LATE.
predicted! xD
especially the three musketeers.
referring to des derek wee.
met jean nico and shan at the mrt station.
met shawn halfway through.
then went to mac to eat while waiting for the rest.
dan joined us later.
after eating, we decided to drop by HD.
saw CHARMAINE WANPING & YIN QIAN, the cute one.
also one new staff which i don't know.
ying hua and wee came at around 12pm.

and we headed to SENTOSA.
took the SKYTRAIN thingy to beach station.
walked to PALAWAN BEACH.
played volleyball for a while.
decided to walk to the area where there is vball court.
then we realised that it cannot be used.
NOTICE hung there! raahhhsss.
decided to take a tram to SILOSO BEACH.
found a spot near this huge rock.
placed our stuffs down and played vball.
found a court at a pretty nice spot.
it was FUN!!! =DD teehee(:
shawn was my BEST PARTNER luh.
we played so WELL together..
and that stupid guy go change to the other team. :(
but our team still won! =DD
my team mates were nico shan and jean.
jeanette and wee was SUPER CUTE! hahas. xDD
suddenly it was drizzling. and the rain got heavier.
we went into the shelter.
shan misplaced her specs.
few of them went out in the rain to help her find.
and she found it. and of course, they all got wet!
we were stucked there for quite long.
when the rain stopped, nico went to look for her friend at palawan.
ying hua go meet boyfriend.
left with me shan jeanette dan wee shawn.
we decided to go shower.
cos our DEAREST JEANETTE said she was hungry. xD

we took a tram to beach station.
and took the train thingy back to vivo.
BEN AND JERRY'S! teehee(:
wee didn't want to go to HD.
so decided to have ben and jerry's instead. (:
wanted to have this MERLIONSTER thingy.
but decided to change to something else since wee bought his own.
me jean and shawn decided to share the MIX & MATCH thing.
i can't remember the flavours.
but i think shawn had the one with marshmallow.
jean had chocolate brownie don't know what.
i had mint chocolate. loves*
*YUMMY*
we had our fill! teehee(:
wee was very CUTE!
he eat ice cream like little kid. hahas. xD

after that, dan and shan went off earlier.
was left with me jean wee shawn.
shawn actually wanted to go off to meet his mum.
but i made him stay. ahhahas! xD
but i felt so sorry.
cos we did nothing much actually.
we headed to SHIH LIN cos jean was still hungry! -.-
there was a promotion.
any 3 item add up to only 9 bucks.
so we each took one.
me and jean had the crispy chicken.
shawn had oyster mee sua.
*yummy*
wee was actually sleeping luh. -.-
the chilli powder was DAMN SPICY!
i forced shawn to help me finish up mine! xD
he ate some of jeanette's too.
we shared a drink cos it was too spicy.
after eating, we headed to the top level of vivo.
we were right at the top of HD.
and shawn saw his sister.
he called her and we were all staring at her..
but she didn't realised.
she walked one round out and back in to the shop.
it was so fuuny!
then finally she saw us. xD
me and jean shouted for XIN LI and MILTON.
we were bored luh. :/
then we walked to the far far end.
decided to stay put there while waiting for des to come.
we all sat down.
i decided to lie down.
and they followed. hahas. =D
on my left was shawn and my right was jean.
then wee was beside jean.
the four of us lied there.
we stared into the sky looking at clouds.
it was rather boring.
played MUSIC! it was pretty loud. =X
but i did fell asleep.
shawn also. hahas. xD
that stupid des took AGES to come! >.<
we waited till 9plus and wee decided to leave.
halfway through des said he reach already.
so we went to meet him.
shawn went home.
and the four of us headed to interchange.
jeanette took 188 home.
des and wee accompanied me while waiting for their bus.
my bus came.
and off they went to charmaine's house.
that marks my day! =D
i enjoyed myself.
thanks to all who turned up! (:

~ * I'MinLOVEwithYOU * ~
3:48 AM